Founder of sinister Catholic Cult

Founder of sinister Catholic Cult

For a good few years now I have accompanied my son to a variety of cities, institutions, shops, visitations and perambulations. Sometimes out of necessity but more often out of choice.

He returned home from Rome, Italy on March 4th 2004 after a remarkable life of exactly 40 years, give or take a fortnight, with what he loosely termed a ‘situation’. Without wishing to be-labour the point or tire the reader, essentially he had fallen foul of the Catholic church, a black masonic lodge P2, a sinister Spanish group Opus Dei, and several personages including the then Prime Minister of Italy, Silvio Berlusconi (by way of asking his lawyer Cesare Previti’s daughter to stop using her lighter in a music class) and Canada’s John Chretien to name but a few. The first question was how?

I had not seen or spoken with him for 12 years following my divorce from my 2nd husband, Antony John Harding. I last saw Ruan in 1988 when he was in Canada with his then lovely girlfriend Gilly White. He was trying to establish himself as a contemporary classical composer in London after graduating in music from the University of Sussex and winning a panelled South East Arts Award to study composition privately with Robert Saxton (who we will look at in more detail in a later entry) at the Guildhall School of Music in London. His girlfriend was a P.A. to a wealthy American developer William Dowling III who had cut his teeth with Leona Helmsley. All a far cry from what the universe presented me with on March 4th, 2004.

To listen to him was not enough. I believed it all but wanted to see for myself what had gone on to create what seemed to me a living personification of Kafka himself. And so it began. I accompanied him to the welfare offices and watched in amazement as his hard copy files were lost, digital files purged, his name constantly messed with: sometimes pronounced Roo-Ann, Roon, Ryan etc. and written on documents too. It stuck with me the name thing as I had named him and always loved it, Ruan.  It was as if something had got in my head, found what bothered me personally and was now toying with me as well.

It was only the beginning. Walking down the street people knew him who he didn’t know. How? Why? Time for the next stage. Change cities, countries and lo and behold the same everywhere. At this point I forgot my original plan of finding out what had gone on, I simply wanted to survive myself.


Ruan made a point of talking with as many people as he could en route to try to glean more of the bigger picture and after several years more names emerged. Looming largest was the organization he had worked for as a teacher and translator: Opus Dei. Secondly there was the free masonic P2 founded by Licio Gelli the one time friend and companion of Ruan’s landlady in Italy Princess Gonzaga aka Adriana Buitoni. What their policy was/is has yet to be revealed. For the moments in between surviving the How? I remained puzzled.

What kind of technology do these organizations have access to that they can play with people’s sense of perception at a variety of levels? How is it that they can simulate the necessary sets of circumstances to induce what ‘they’ call paranoia. By way of example, Ruan had said watch for people patterns today Mom, today I believe we will witness many of the same people we have seen in the last few days but they will behave in exactly the same way. Try to catch the eye of some and study others then tell me what you think. Discounting any suggestion it was totally true. Had they always been there and I hadn’t noticed?

Certainly it was becoming easier to recognise repeating cycles. I began to investigate more and I chanced upon essays and experiences of what is known as the technique of ‘gaslighting‘ and I felt that I had been here before, Several times in my life at work and in marriage I had felt myself to have been ‘gaslit’. The more I read and absorbed of these black tactics and the organizations/individuals that exploited them the more I realized my son and I now were victims of savagely abusive violations of our human rights.

Ruan’s father had worked in radar for the RAF and then had his own successful electronics and computer companies. My husband’s inability to decide whether he was an inventor or businessman required enormous funding for his many first class trips to the Orient and States but did result in him knowing a thing or two about wireless systems and technology in general. Ruan himself seems to have acquired a background in similar fields completely unbeknownst to me! As I said I thought he was on his way to becoming another Elgar or whatever.


What slowly began to strike me after experiencing ‘gaslighting’ in our 10 countries and a decade of time was the filtrative and infiltrative component to it all. Sure, these sinister groups/individuals now had social networking platforms to work with and other enhanced bullying aids like Apps but how do you get so may people involved?

The obvious answer is you don’t. You just create the illusion that there is, which requires some patsies with agendas and some good wireless tech maybe together with what my husband was always going on about: 5th Generation or Artificial Intelligence. However, chatting with Ruan revealed that there were maybe a few more people up to no good than I had previously thought. If so, Ruan felt, it was most likely at the instigation of a game dynamic. He says that if enough people to start with can be interested then you could in theory make a ‘gas lighting’ campaign go viral and then these sadistic and so-called spiritual types would only have to sit back and play puppet – master thereby satiating all their wildest mediocre fantasies.


Ruan had worked for 3 years at the Elis Centre in Rome an Opus Dei Technical College where hundreds of young men from poor backgrounds are taught a variety of computer skills including hacking under the auspices of their director Michele Crudele. The Elis Centre has within its bowels the operational systems for Cisco systems compromising computer and telecommunication facilities and WiFi systems and platforms all under the umbrella of what is loosely termed the Consortium. ‘Il Consorzio’ itself comprises 14 plus multi-national corporations exploiting every charity and fundraising loophole imaginable under Italian and EU law.

Ruan working on musical scores for computer programs for one of the family companies - Molimerx in 1981.

Ruan working on musical scores for computer programs for one of the family companies – Molimerx in 1981.

This brief digression is to illustrate for the reader the cynical and exploitative fabric of a personal prelature within the Catholic Church that coerces poor young men with sometimes no spiritual inclinations at all into themselves becoming witting and unwitting pawns in a larger and darker game. Opus Dei, both at its Cefa school, Montemario and the Elis Centre employ both Opus and non Opus personnel. However all are expected to comply with and vigorously follow a coercive and hegemoniacal line. Ruan himself on several occasions was approached and asked to gang up on another member of staff who had been deemed in need of re-education.

He refused. These tactics Ruan brought to the attention of his spiritual advisers as ‘mobbing‘ tactics more befitting of a militaristic organization than spiritual. When you refuse to carry out an Opus Dei order – and Ruan was in the process of becoming a fully fledged supernumerary member but in theory was only an Opus Dei co-operator- you are put into the machinery of re-education yourself. The reader would do well at this point to take a little time to look at Maria del Carmen Tapia’s excellent book: Beyond The Threshold.


This is a tiered structure which begins with minor irritations such as non payment of salary, bank machines not working and leads through a series of sexual based rumors using innuendo and direct calumny. These rumors begin in Opus Dei for a married man in the chronological sequence that you are firstly impotent, secondly gay, thirdly a pedophile and fourthly transgendered.

Apart from the obvious homophobia latent within the tactic it is fascinating to note that the Opus Dei founder: Josemaría Escrivá  essentially shared his entire life with his companion Álvaro del Portillo for much of his life. The relationship could only be described as matrimonial in nature given their intense and close proximity for such a length of time.


The current Prelate of Opus Dei, Javier Echevarría Rodríguez, was himself involved in an obscene scandal that sought to blame parents for the handicaps of their children! He is quoted as having said:  “A survey says that 90 percent of disabled people are children of parents who did not come clean to the marriage” in the Italian newspaper Corriere Della Sera.

A more bizarre note was that this so-called ‘Saint’ purchased a title of nobility for himself to help his nephews and became the The Marquis of PeraltaIn January 1968, The Official State Bulletin in Madrid published the following Ministry of Justice announcement:

‘Don José María Escrivá de Balageur y Albás has requested the rehabilitation of the title of Marquis, granted on 12 February 1718 by the Archduke Charles of Austria to Don Tomas de Peralta, the interested party having chosen in grace the distinction of Marquis of Peralta. The provisions of Article 4 of the Decree 4 June 1948 for granting the request having been satisfied, a delay of three months from the publication of this edict exists for any persons wishing to be made known their opposition. Madrid, 24 January 1968’.

What kind of people are these? Are these the same people that are part of the Vatican that Knights people and has been around for a couple of thousand years instituted by St. Peter himself?

Interesting that Ruan was good enough to be Baptised, Confirmed, First Eucharist and other honours from Saint Pope John Paul II but has to go through 13 years of this abuse. Opus Dei does indeed have high standards! Lets hope the optic of the divine falls upon them at the appropriate time. I should imagine there will be some fast Spanish voices fluttering that day. They have even harassed Ruan about this ceremony demanding to know how it happened and who arranged it. So much for their faith in the Holy Spirit.

Confirmation with Saint Pope John Paul II

Confirmation with Saint Pope John Paul II (part of triple ceremony with Baptism and First Eucharist).

The aforementioned rumors are spread through the time honored system of the ‘piazza’. The results are as follows: your wife and family will ask you to take potency and venereal disease tests, secondly your family, friends and students will begin calling you gay and thirdly the mobile anti – pedophile unit will follow you to and from work and begin questioning your child in front of you in a playground and in front of other parents and children further reinforcing the rumor. The 4th point pertaining to transgendered results in an endless stream of men following you into a toilet looking at your penis and watching you urinate.

But it doesn’t stop there. Your friends that have joined the band wagon end up becoming part of the sick joke and even asking you if you have an Adam’s apple. All of this process happens under the eyes of your line managers at work and your priest and your Opus Dei lay spiritual director. It is quite terrifying for a young husband and father to go through such a process and further experience the earlier mentioned electronic harassment. The over all effect is to drive the victim to seek psychiatric help and thereby demolish their sanity and credibility.

When this has been achieved and the victim’s family unit has been broken down it is customary to report the victim anonymously as a terrorist to the Americans and the Italian authorities. Again fascinating given the scandals surrounding Opus Dei arms dealing in Croatia and other affairs in Argentina. Not to mention the horrific case of treason involving the Opus Dei member Robert Hanssen who had worked for the FBI and is now serving 15 consecutive life sentences. Quoting directly from Wikipedia:  His activities have been described by the US Department of Justice‘s Commission for the Review of FBI Security Programs as “possibly the worst intelligence disaster in U.S. history“.

This often follows a lesser series of calumny including lying, libidinous and salacious behavior patterns, thieving, crying wolf, etc. Without having evidence of it there are indications that victims can be programmed using NLP.

At the same time what appears to be teams of computer literate young people are put onto hacking your emails and creating mayhem with your online digital footprint and identity. Should you at this point still feel a need to go to church it is customary practice for the priest to direct parts of his homily and the attention of the congregation to the victim to further compound their developing paranoia and sense of alienation. It also makes the entire congregation complicit and serves to remind them what their lot will be should they dissent.


It also functions as a convenient ‘cover up’ to drive your victims to the abyss of distraction – it certainly becomes easier to run them over with a car or bicycle! This I can personally testify to in a number of countries and by way of note Ruan’s oldest friend Joseph Paraskevas was a well known journalist who decided to write an expose on the corruption in the Winnipeg City Hall involving my cousin Peter Liba. Peter had been appointed Vice-Prior of the Knights of St. John and had many high ranking Catholic friends including Knights of Malta.

Joe was run over by a black SUV, put into a coma and when he regained consciousness three months later forced to write a public apology for getting in the way of the car and not knowing how to cross a road! He had been an exemplary ice hockey player and Ruan has never questioned Joe’s motor coordination skills. But more, you would be learning all the time how to more efficiently torment your future victims – a sort of on going sadistic social engineering experiment forever taking in new participants on all sides. Potentially lethal and genocidal if you bolted it onto state sponsored killing activities.

At best victims are damaged so-called conspiracy theorists at worst Ruan says we can end up victims of ‘extreme rendition’ plans and end up in some sort of tank alive but drowned in perfluorocarbon gel in a state of sensory deprivation. The torturers ultimate trophy – humans as living specimens in formaldehyde. Most of the research is justified under cryogenics and potential space exploration. One can only guess as to where it will all lead, perhaps some form of experimental research resulting in Transhumanist research. It would appear to be a logical extrapolation. Maybe some of the Opus Dei research units in South America would know something or even Campus Bio-Medico in Rome (strange name for a Catholic hospital). Certainly enough has been documented on Colonia Dignidad (Villa Bavaria).


Extreme indeed. But not as outlandish as I had first thought when he reminded me that I had narrowly escaped working as a stooge nurse for the MK Ultra program back in the 1960’s Montreal when Jean Chretien the future Canadian Prime Minister was starting out on his political career and his right hand man, my cousin the Hon. Peter M. Liba (22nd Lieutenant Governor of Manitoba) and known Liberal Party Rottweiler was learning how to ply his trade. So How and Why?

The answer seems to be infiltration. Just as the wireless systems, ADS and apparently ELF’s (Extremely Low Frequencies) penetrate our subconscious, conscious and unconscious thoughts so at a ‘macro’ level these organizations/individuals have permeated by ‘osmosis’ every office/dicastery in the Vatican/Government offices/supermarkets, etc. What we seem to have evolved into as a species is living in a global state obsessed with what my first and second husbands would describe as a ‘total intelligence system’ or a ‘100 % Security System’, effectively it involves everybody. Anyone speaking out is silenced or accused of paranoia at best. At worst the lists of unspeakable things they spread rumours about runs the full gamut of Freddy Krueger’s imagination.

It would appear the next stage is to kill as many people as is possible and program the rest. No doubt forced baptisms and incineration will become the norm again. Certainly the Catholic Church through Opus Dei seems intent upon driving away the faithful, paring down the church and robbing a number of people of not only their spirituality but their free will! What saddens me personally is not just the torment they have put Ruan and possibly his father, too, through but how weak my other family and friends have been to have succumbed to their beads and firewater. I often feel like Thomas More asking ‘You sold me for this’?

Think about it. The New World Order bears a striking resemblance to the European witch hunting of the Spanish Inquisition together with the American Salem trials. The problem is ‘they’ are proud of it.

Spanish Inquisition

Spanish Inquisition